whorelol

So, I was really down when I heard that they were out of seats for his new fashion show tomorrow (friday, December 7th) but it turns out the VIP seats weren't all out, thank god. But I was really down because they were 100 dollars a ticket. I was extra upset because STEF-ANY was going and she's admitted to hating Black Chandelier. What's her fucking problem? She's an arrogant bitch, that's what. ANYWAY. My aunt Debbie went to The Red Party and saw a woman with this /fabulous/ coat that I also have. Deb told her that I also had the coat and the woman goes "NO WAY! There were only 30 made!" and Deb informed her I was (if not the first) one of the first to buy it. And she also told her how much Jared loves me and Brighton. The woman was apparently apart of the whole operation and told Deb she could hook us up. I was afraid she wasn't going to because Deb couldn't reach her, but the VIP tickets were not sold out and she only bought 2 (for me and brigity) after she called the lady who said she could get Deb in for free. I'm so stoked now, going to see another of his fashion shows! I'm even sitting in the Press Section so I'll have a good spot for photos! God, you don't know how happy I am about that. Lisa D'amato is going to be in it, she is definitely my favorite girl from America's Next Top Model. Audrey KITCHENS is as well, but I honestly don't give a damn about her and her damn scene style. (:
I wish I was 21 so I could go to the after party, I'm glad OUR FRIEND DJ JUSTIN STRANGE isn't DJing because then I'd be sad for missing him. But knowing that we're so loved by the Black Chandelier posse already, is good enough for me.
I'm going to the SHOP WITH THE MODELS deal again, but this time I know the models a little better. Last time I only went because I'm a trendy son-of-a-bitch who wanted to meet Jeffree Star. This time I'm praying Lisa will be there because she's a-fucking-mazing. This time someone will go with me, god, none of my friends went last time. Dirty filthy whores. 0:]
Oh and just a little side note: Hate mail has stopped, but the girl who started it all has been trying to make me feel sorry for her and I don't believe a damn word she says. But that's just because I'm a cruel person on the internet (tell me in person and I'll bawl and give you things)


THANKS.

I AM SORRY I MADE A COMMENT SAYING YOU WERE ASSASSINATED ON THAT ONE GIRL'S BUZZNET. AND I'M SORRY FOR TYPING IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE IT OBVIOUSLY MAKES ME AN UNINTELLIGENT IMMATURE DOUCHE BAG WITH NO LIFE. TRUTH IS, I HAVE A LIFE, I JUST CHOOSE TO SPEND 15 MINUTES OF IT ON BUZZNET CREATING NUMBERS OF ENEMIES.
I think I'm going to start adding apology comments to this every time I have someone giving me shit for something I said. Also, it's a better idea /not/ to tell me what to do and not do. If you tell me to do something, I won't. If you tell me not to do something I will. (Reverse psychology doesn't work, don't try.)

To falloutpanicgirl:
"No, I check my comments. I just don't live on buzznet because of how much I hate it and people like you. I'm a douche bag, not a whore. Look up the word whore, it doesn't fit me. I know, the joke I made about Marie went too far, I'm just a crazy-jealous-bitch. get over it, You're not saying anything new. Also: Not 17, I don't know why it says that. I'm 15 and I say immature things. You've never met me so you wouldn't actually know how I act. And the drawings I've uploaded here are total shit that I took 3 minutes at the most to scribble on MS paint with a mouse. I've apologized to multiple people, I wasn't able to apologize to one girl because she BLOXD me before I had the chance. I shouldn't be taken too seriously, it is the internet and people are going to over exaggerate and they're going to say things they didn't mean."

and

" I don't care, no one takes my side anyway. Have you noticed?
Good music is good music, you can't tell me I can't love something because of my age, that's bullshit.
Honestly? Covering Queen is an extremely bad idea, because they are such an incredible band and they were so influential, there is a high chance of fucking their music up. I don't think Panic! At the Disco could honestly do a good job.
And by the way, I already have drawn him, a long time ago. It's the reason I got an account because the picture ended up on Buzznet without any credit to me. Thus "Whorelol" came about. Yeah, I'm 'immature' I got it. You don't know me, you've made a preconception of who I am. I already went through the whole 'even hates whorelol' phase. You're actually the more pathetic one, attacking some kid on Buzznet because they make bad jokes. You are more than welcome to hate me, but please, consider my mental health, you don't like me. I get it, but having 400 people attack a mentally challenged 15 year old transgendered kid in Utah? That's going too far, I've apologized many many times, there isn't anything else I can do. The next step is start fighting back and I really don't want to do that, I really don't. I act 'tough' and I talk shit, but I'm not. Okay? I've told several people this already YOU WIN. LEAVE ME ALONE."

And that's on November 9th. (you can find the comments she's said to me on "i'm hilarious" and on my front page.)

So, I have a disgusting sense of humor. And I made a joke about Joe Trohman's girlfriend being dead because I'm a jealous bitch.
I'M SORRY I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT EVERYONE WAS SO GODDAMN TOUCHY.
And I bet you all watch South Park and Family Guy. Because they're on tv they can make those kind of jokes? Like you've never told someone to go die or whatever. It's hypocritical to yell at me for  making a death joke. You know, I admit it did go too far, actually. But hey, I've done worse.


Yeah so um, stop with the hatemail or I'll have to start making these OH SO OFFENSIVE jokes about you guys. I'll write you a death letter, because I'm in the Mafia and I can. Woooo. (:



Seriously though.


SHUT THE FUCK UP.

So, now everyone hates me. Why? I wish I knew, all I've been told is that I said something extremely rude to Joe Trohman and anyone who knows me knows I couldn't live without that man. I have a picture of him on my motherfucking lamp so when I get up in the morning I can look at him and be like 'I LOVE YOU' and apparently I said something to piss off all of his fucking fan girls. I didn't realize there was more that 3. So before you tell me how terrible I am, and how I'm a whore, tell me what I said. I can probably justify it. Oh, yeah that reminds me, calling me a whore. I'm not. My username is because I did this picture "French Whore Brendon Urie" And someone uploaded it and I had to make an account to inform everyone that I drew it. And I didn't think of a 'creative' username like ixlovexpetexwentxlol or some shit like that. I'm too crazy for relationships so I can't be a whore without sexual activity. (Oh by the way: I honestly mean crazy, not 'lol random tacos lol')
I'm hypocritical because I don't like to admit I like bands like Fall Out Boy, I'm apart of the Hardcore scene. So liking them is like a death sentence, so I make jokes about them and the bands that blossomed from them. I don't hate the music, I hate the fan girls. That is why I'm so harsh in my about me. Ganging up on me isn't going to make me stop being rude, it'll just make me cry and punch the next fan girl I see. I don't care who wins, honestly, this isn't about that. This isn't a battle of wits, a battle of insults, this isn't a battle at all. It's a bunch of teenagers who misunderstood me and decided to insult me to the fullest they could. Are you happy now, I'm admitting to you that all of this broke me down. I'm not going to lie, I pretend to be all tough on the internet so no one messes with me.
I've never felt like I had to come out to random people on the internet before like this, but I guess I have to. I have Psychotic Depression, Complex Partial Seizer Disorder, and Diabetes. PD and CSD are the more important ones in this, I believe they're a major factor why I'd say anything to upset you. Which by the way, if I knew what it was, and it truly was uncalled for, I'd let you treat me like shit. But honestly? Armies of Overcast kids, for something I didn't realize I did? That's over doing it.
The psychotic depression mixed in with this all could result in me doing terrible things to not only myself but to others. You might think "WELL GOOD, GO KILL UR SELF U JERK" But would you really want my blood on your hands? Over something stupid on Buzznet?
I thank you Kristafromsydney, for being mature about it, I respected what you said and it honestly got to me the most. Unlike everyone else with their hard-bitch attitude.

So now I'd just like to say: I'm being nice, I've only been pushed into the sad&weak stage. Next stop is furious and vicious and I can promise you, it won't just be capslock insults.

Just a heads-up: Don't try telling me what's already been stated, all I want to hear is "You said _________________________ and it wasn't okay because..." No more 'well yr a hypocrite, and yr a bad person' I know that already, get over it.

So, as anyone who pays attention to me knows, I'm in love with Joe Trohman. And not the 'omg he's so cute lol. but i have 5  other bfs lol.' it's "Yeah, I don't date because I'm in love with Joe Trohman and you're not worthy." Sometimes I feel he should get a restraining order because I've written a death threat to his girlfriend before (I didn't send it, but it's written.)
Anyway, I got this little hate note:
"I don't know why u have the "lol" at the end of ur name. U should just be whore. Speaking like that to Joe is unforgiveable! Let me tell u, I know so many Joe fans, I'll make sure they get on ur ass for that. Fuck u, you stupid, slutty, whoreing bitch. Go rot in hell next to a corpse; Hitler is waiting 4 u."
Now first of all, it's not that frightening when you use netspeaks you waste of flesh. Second of all, I'm probably one of the biggest fans out there... Is she saying that I'm like hitler or she hopes I'm killed by Nazis? Problem is, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I SAID. I know I mentioned him needing to do a riff of the month and saying he sucked. But um, I ended it with JK JK ILY. Meaning I was jokinggggg.
I also got some shit for making a joke about killin' ms.Marie, his girlfriend. Again, a joke. It was funny, I evem used the "B)" face. Does the cult of Pop-punk take away people's sense of humor or understanding of sarcasm? And if so, why am I still hilarious?

Go ahead, get on my ass troh-hoes. I have a backbone stronger than yours and I have better insults that UR A SLUT!!!

I bought Joe Morrissey tickets, even though he'll never go with me, every time he comes to town... I make sure to get an extra ticket just incase. So don't tell me I can't 'talk to him like that' because I can. Because he loves me. That's why he shaved his beard for the VMAs.


Oh by the way: Just a little warning, incase you're a pussy:
Do not try sending me hate mail if all you're going to say is that I'm a whore, slut, skank, bitch (some sort of female derogitory term) don't try threatening to kick my ass because most likely we'll never meet and if we did, I'd win. I normally win when I'm challenged and if you can't handle that, then I suggest not even trying. If you're going to send me hate mail be creative, I dare you to use correct spelling and grammar and not swear once. I bet you can't do it.

Pop-punk drones, what a joke.

First of all, I'd like to thank MYSELF. and myself alone because you know that my amazing nagging skills convinced him to shave that god awful thing off.
My sign, my comments mentioning how he looks like Dustin Diamond, and everything else I did.
:]

It was awesome, I was watching da VMAZZZLOL and it goes to fall out boy and I look for Joe and there he is. BEING ALL CUTE. AND STUFFFF.
It was pretty late, i didn't care i started jumping around screaming JOE SHAVED HIS BEARD. My mommy told me 'good job.' because it's all thanks to me.



yay.

Last night was the best night ever. Not there? Missed out, missed out big time.
Black Chandelier had a road trip party, we toured Utah going from Trolly in downtown salt lake all the way to Provo! It lasted from 7-midnight.
Me and my best bug Andi were one of the main attractions. With my houndstooth and meowpunk outfit and her saran wrap dress (and signed legs.) we were quite the pair. We had to change Andi's dress because she had to piss and it's kind of hard when you're wrapped in  Saran wrap. It was clear in the beginning of the party, but then we had some color, had to use it! We made the color one a tad to short though. But either way, we were coveted. COVETED I TELL YOU. you're jealous, whateverr.

The party all together, as a whole. Was pretty amazing. We got to Trolley Square late due to Saran Wrapping. We missed the Misfit Toys play, but we did get a tee-shirt. actually, we got two. My mommy caught one, as well. (Fyi: my mommy is the best mom in the entire world. ever. in the history of moms.) At Trolley we took some pictures with Jared and he said he liked our style. But we had no idea how  many compliments we were about to recieve, it was a super ego boost, I must say.
Then we got in the car and went over to the Gateway. Where the second stop was, they had Taiko drummers. We got there early, so we strolled the mall. We got lots of compliments, except one. But that was "RETARD." in which I yelled "BITCH" without looking, all the guy's friends went "ooooooo" as if I said something interesting and rude. They were just jealous because they couldn't pull it off. When we got back to the store it was much more busy. We talked to this woman who had worked for Jared Gold, her son did a lot of designing for BC (and was one of the Taiko drummers). She was one of the coolest people of that night. She liked our style, she was really interesting. We had a good conversation. This other woman came over and was like "I don't want to sound stupid but, are you guys from Utah?" and she was surprised to hear that we were. She wanted a picture with us! How awesome is that?! There was this photographer there, she had kind of a buzzcut, at first I thought she was Lisa D'amato but she wasn't... but she was also pretty rad, she had suspenders that didn't fit so she just wore them as a belt, she rocked it.
 They had green tea snow cones (they were excellent.) After the drumming we went to applebees (just me, andi, and my mom) and picked up food for my aunt. we went over to her house where Andi had to piss so we had to cut off the dress in order to do so. My aunt had pink and purple saran wrap so we decided to make it a little more interesting. We kind of liked it better when it was clear because the colors made it look like it was plastic or something. We made the pink/purple one way to short, so she had to keep pulling at it. But she was able to dance in it, that's always good.
 Anyway, so we headed down to Fashion Place where Digital Lov (no e.) was playing. I really liked their stage presence, very fun. I also got one of their tee-shirts (and a cd.) We didn't buy one because the line was so long otherwise we would have. Because we're nice like that. Andi got her leg signed by the guitarist and the bassist. I was surprised they were willing to do such. Apparently someone off the Buzzkill saw us but she didn't say hello, how rude. Everyone else did.
We jumped in the car and drove all the way out to Provo to their little chopping center (they're too good for the term 'mall.') That is where all the happening happened. Justin Strange (Aka. my favorite person at the HOTTOPIX.) was DJing, prizes were being given away, break dancers, dance dancing, foods, SLC Pomp, Photography, friends, and over all good times. good times. I tried to get good pictures of the break dancing, but no. My camera was busy focusing on dust specks on the lenses. I just started filming it after a while because our friends Anthony and  Hailee couldn't get over to see, so it was a pretty good idea. but the camera was still on Macro and it was trying to focus on the subject and that's damn hard to do when they're wiggling around!
 I won two tickets to like... a race car thing lol. It's on a SKEWL night so I'm not sure how I can manage that. Just the idea of winning something makes me feel nice. Kind of wanted a gift card though... I should have found someone and been like 'SWITCH-EROO.' but I'm to nice to do that. So anyway. Dancing dancing dancing later. And everyone's heading out. Jared Gold was leaving and he gave us a hugsies goodbye! And according to my mom, he didn't hug anyone else. HOW AWESOME IS THAT? Very awesome, you don't even know. We went around looking for our friends, and the people we had met that day to say goodbye, get some hugs. And most of them even gave my mommy a hug (that's how GREAT she is.) took some pictures with a few of them. And we were off. The day was done? Not quite.
We went to a Village Inn for some foodsies. I had a salad and Andi had a BLT+some fries. My mommy had some french toast+some sausages. The waitress was very nice, though a little ditzy. The place wasn't as deserted as I would have expected. After our little meal we went out, my mom had a smoke and me and Andi ripped the dress to shreds (in public mind you.) it was fun. other than it was hard to rip with it slipping on her skin. (it's hot, people get sweaty.) she smelled like a brand new toy. Instead of her usual mexican food scent. In the car she changed into ninja turtle shirt and cream colored skirt. We didn't go to bed until at least 3 o'clock. We got home at 1:30. We uploading the pictures from that night and added a few of our friends on MYSPACEEEE. Best night of the summer.

We like to go out with a bang, on Monday? School starts. That was our Bang.

WHORELOL.

This is another rant, but this one is more rage filled, just to let you know if I were speaking it I would be yelling and my face would be all angry. Well... No, I'm pretty calm while angry. Yeah.
It is about everyone's FAVORITE closet fag: PETER WENTZ.
Okay so we all know he's doing things with Ashlee simpson. And if you haven't heard yes there are pictures of them sucking face. And many fan girls are ready to kill themselves over it. And honestly? That's bull shit. Think about it, and I mean really think about it. You're famous, now considered a 'hottie', and you can have anyone you want. What would you do? Tap everything you could? I bet! I know I would, you only care because you lovvvvvvvvve him and you're going to marry him. Whatever, no you're not. You're 13 and fat, no 27 year old man who isn't a pedophile chubbychaser will marry you. So basically SHUT UP. And no, I'm not being hypocritical here, I would be over joyed if Joe Trohman got some action, if I saw him in a tabloid this is what I would say "-slaps knee and chuckles- what're you doing here silly? you're not famous. Oh? you tapped that did you? High five brotha. ps: MARRY ME." Yeah so leave him alone and let him live his life. I'm pretty sure they'll blow over some day and he'll be lonely again, ready to marry one of you. So just... get off his back okay?


thanks,

SHUT UP PATRICK

So I decided... I am going to use my extra ticket to the Morrissey concert as a lure for JOE TROHMAN. I don't know if anyone realizes how /awesome/ going to a Morrissey concert with Joe Trohman would be. First of all... I'm going to see Morrissey LIVE. That doesn't happen to often. And then like... Having my idol there with me. I'd be like "man, I can die now... Oh wait, I haven't ripped out a scene kid's extention yet. dammnnn." see but the only problem is that the morrissey concert is TWO DAYS before Fall Out Boy is here. And it's in the same Venue.  So I was thinking they should cancel the concert or two before the Utah show. And come see Morrissey with they're fan-kid. Well... Not all of them. But they can party with my friends while me and Joe are off making dreams come true. Yeah. :D
.... Oh god I am so lame. I'm like "LOL JOE IS GOING TO GO TO A CONCERT WITH ME." But then again... I'm insane. Clinically. So I'm allowed to be that way. hmmm. Man I hate andi right now. WHO WANTS MEAT SMOOTHIES?
This is my invitation to mr.Joseph Ma'k Trohman, come with me to the Morrissey Concert on May 8th, 2007. Anndddd... I'll stop asking you to marry me.


OMG, WTF, LOL,

pakjfna

You cannot argue with that, yeah Fall Out Boy is great and all, but they're basically just a trend right now. Joan Jett on the other hand is a legend. I was lucky to get to meet her this weekend. She played a free concert up at  The Canyons. My friend Felicia told me about it, I was totally there. So we went. And the concert itself was stunning. I had chills the entire time, she's getting pretty old, but she still looks amazing and still knows how to rock! (Joan Jett and the Black Hearts have a new album out called Sinner, go buy it, it's goooood.) After the concert, Felicia wanted to go find Joan. We walked around searching, only finding band members (who are also amazing, just fyi.) but then we see a huge group of people around the stand where they were selling things and she was giving autographs and taking pictures. So we ran down. And we waited pretty much an hour to see her. But when I finally got up there, she signed my shirt, complimented my outfit and name, and took a picture with me. It was bigger than meeting Joe Trohman. And if you know me, you know I have an unusual love for the Joey T. Waiting with a bunch of smelly, rude 'punk' kids was definitly worth it. For sure. Nothing will ever beat this weekend. Well, not in my teenage years at least. So yeah, Joan Jett beats all. Don't try to fight it, you know she's better than any Pete Wentz or Gerard Way any day. She could kick both their asses at the same time.

And they loved each other so androgynous,

patrick diantha

Okay, didn't expect people to actually /read/ my journal but obviously people did and you know what? I'll give the deal. there is no deal, everyone claims "My Chemical Romance saved my life!" or "Pete wentz's lyrics made me not kill myself!" and it was starting to bug me. And during lunch with a friend we were discussing "what if it killed people? like they heard the music, got it so much and like.... killed themselves for some reason! Like how those kids thought that metal song told them to do it and one of them died."
So because I'm on painkillers and can't get creative, I attacked the fucks here at buzzkill! It didn't work, I just got "wtfs" so you know what? Forget it. Now, send me hate mail on how uncool that is to do.
thanks babs.


ps: anti-semites who have crushes on jews are funny. especially when they reply to the jew yelling at them about how great joe trohman is.

ps.s: people need to stop stealin' my lines. :@

My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy killed my best friend.

YEAH THEY JUMPED THROUGH HER WINDOW AND WERE ALL IN NINJA COSTUMES BUT WE KNEW IT WAS THEM BY THE NAME TAGS! NOT TO MENTION YOU COULD TELL HOW GREASY THEY WERE. (WITH THE EXCEPTION OF JOE TROHMAN BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW HE'S TIGHT.)  AND THEN THEY JUST STARTED THROWING THINGS AT HER! GERARD WAY WAS TOO BUSY COPYING ME TO THROW THINGS, HE WAS BUSY DYING HIS HAIR RED AND WEARING RED LIPSTICK, THEN JOE TROHMAN THREW A LIT JOINT AND IT SET HER HAIR ONFIRE. AND THEN SHE RAN AROUND SCREAMING AND SHE SLOWLY BURNED TO DEATH. AND THEN I WAS LIKE "AWW, SHNAP!" IN MY HARDCORE ERIC FROM BOWLINGFORSOUP VOICE. AND THEY WERE LIKE "WHATEVER BITCH. BUY OUR RECORDS." AND I WAS LIKE "WHATEVER, LET'S MAKE A PORNO!" AND SO WE WENT OFF AND MADE SOME SEX MOVIES. I'D POST THEM BUT I'D GET BANNED. PLUS THEY SWORE THAT IF IT GOT ON THE INTERNET THEY'D KILL ME AND I DON'T HANDLE BEING KILLED SO WELL. THE END.

now stop taking me seriously fangirls.

Yeah, those are the results of "Infinity on High." I loved it, beyond belief.

I got it a day late (Damn you wal-mart.) but I did get it. I went into the bathroom, turned off the lights and closed the door. then I played it. Now, the Jay-z at the begining scared the shit out of me but. ksadnujauhsriusgda. Is all I have to say. Honestly, it didn't get very good ratings but thsoe people probably didn't /listen/ to it like I did. I listened to every line, every string, every beat. It was nothing short of amazing. Patrick always takes my breath away with his voice of gold, and he never ceases to write amazing music to pete's incredible lyrics. It was both upbeat and heartbreaking at the same time. I can not /wait/ until I see these new songs performed live. They never stop with their greatness. (though it comes with a heap of stink.) I'd say "I give it 5 stars" but every fan girl out there will say that. No matter how much I mean that it was amazing and that I would give it five motherfucking stars. it won't mean anything.

 Anyway. I'm done. I need a shower because now I smell like a Pete Wentz. :]

 

 

<3

PATERIC

YOU SUCK

YOU SUCK

YOU SUCK

Actually, this should be directed at a certain WAL-MART for not getting that CD to me on time. But god. I feel awful. I have mono (what a great illness to get when you're a lonely nerd.) I went to the dentist. And I am high as fuck. I hate being high by the way. (go me.) and I was looking forward to that cd. and the party in my pants. and where is it? I DON'T KNOW! God, nowi have a headache. I'm going to go cry and punch joe trohman in the tit (because in this picture on my wall he is wearing a bra. meaning he has a tit to be punched.) :@

I don't let people win. Okay?
I hate your music, I hate the way you dress and do your make, and I hate your personality.
 I am noooottt going to be nice to you.
(Especially if you insult my art.)
I don't think anyone is 'hott' and I will disagree almost everytime you say something.
I enjoy Joe Trohman and everything about him. That's about ittt.
So shut up. And just give up and let me own you okay?

I'm posting things. :] so you guys can hate on me too now. So it'll be equal right? yeah. I hate you. I'll add Fall Out Boy pictures too. Just to be TRENDY. Muahahha. suck it. Iowa.